How does one lose themself? Get consumed in a wold he does not fully understand. Drown, in every false pretense bestowed upon him. Every negative judgement, comment, action, every hurtful laugh, every silent scream. How does one disappear? Cloaked in a blanket of abuse, anger, heartache, and longing. With no one to lift the sheets to scream "wake up," how does one find the strength to? How does one find the courage to face the world? Or does he lock himself in his room alone. Perhaps in his mind to create a place far away from this hell. Right between heaven, where his god abandoned him, and this earth where he has been tortured. He'll watch the world burn, the existence of mankind extinguish like a glass jar placed over a small fire. Suffocated. Mankind has suffocated itself. He is the only one who can see it.